vicious cycle...

 

pressure

is a funny thing,
but not like ha ha.
it can create
and destroy
but always changes
things.

pain

is a funny thing

but not ha ha
it makes it harder to create
and easier to be destroyed
but i won’t allow the latter
because this is far beyond
a laughing matter
it is my life.
and i am worthy of creation.

So time for me
… to abandon the vicious cycles
…..and running in circles…
I am gonna run ….
in some new shapes,
ellipses,
rhombuses….
no.
fuck that.
I am multidimensional.
I’ll run, walk, and glide in 3D,
run in dodecahedron
excel in this sphere….
yup!
no more running in circles
…that always ends in a cube….